yeah, i like the idea of this cr a lot, welcome to becoming someone penciled in To Prove Herself To. she will not be caught dead needing validation but tbh the only reason that's never been a thing for her before is because she's always had validation and her entire world reinforced her superiority complex. the fall from grace has a hard fuckin landing. so maybe this is the ship she started on and is like GOAL: EARN RESPECT IN FUTURE about?? not an acrimonious parting, more a blunt list of things she needs to improve and her not-entirely-grudgingly taking that list on board.